Writings

So I wrote Emmarie a really long letter about how I feel. I hope she reads it. I still don't think she added me back on MSN like she said she did but I guess it makes no difference. I hope she reads all of it. It might upset her or make her cry, but she has to know the truth. What will happen from this? Will this save the friendship? I doubt it. Why am I even trying to save it? If it's done, it's done, right? Maybe deep down, I just don't want it to end.