The Girl in Sociology Class

OMG! I met a beautiful girl in my Sociology class! Her name is Brittany. She just has the most adoreable looks I have ever seen! Okay okay I've probably said that so many times. But wow! She seems real friendly. I introduced myself to her so she at least knows my name. I wonder if she's single though. I guess I have to figure that out soon.

I hope I don't get all obsessive over this one girl like I did in the past with others.

Visions

Lately, I've been having some weird visions. I know this'll sound crazy, but I honestly see myself dying in about a year from now. I know it's depressing, but I can't shake them out. I feel as if everything is going to come to an end. Emm said to just ignore them because if I think about them too much, they will happen. I hope she's right. Maybe it is nothing, but nonetheless I still need to analyze them in order to find out their true meaning.

Tears

Emmarie was on the phone with me just now. She was crying. I had talked to her about the money she owed me and how I honestly don't think she'll be able to pay me back. I know it's hard for her because she didn't want to just take the money in the first place. I had to help her out, though. If not, she wouldn't be in school right now. I know it's a major hit to her pride, but I'm not angry at her nor do I think any less of her. I have no regrets for what I did. I'm just glad I was able to help her out. That's all.

Cancellations

I can't believe it! Julie cancelled on me. How could she do that? After all the talking and the planning, it comes down to her saying "something came up. What's the problem?" How cruel!

I guess some things are not meant to be, eh? It's a real bummer though. I can't help but feel so icky about the whole thing. I can't let this deter my focus though, no matter how depressing it may be.

Shopping Spree

So I finally received the t-shirts that Emm bought for me! Honestly, that’s so sweet of her. She said it was a small “thank you” for all I’ve done for her. She didn’t have to go through all this trouble, though. I know money’s kind of tight for her.

Later that evening, I went with Luna to Fairview Mall to buy some more clothes. I ended up spending over $300 on two sweaters, a pair of jeans, and cologne! My God! I've never spent so much on clothes at one time before!

Oh and I still can't think of any good date ideas!! What a drag!

Date

So, I have a date this Friday, and it’s with a beautiful girl named Julie! I’ve never met her in person. In fact, I met her online, but she seems like a real nice person. I think I can get along quite well with her.

Oh and Emm texted me telling me that she bought me two t-shirts from American Eagle. OMG! That was so sweet of her. I can’t wait to receive them tomorrow!

The First Day of School

Well, this is it. The first day of school. My final year at York University. I hope I’m ready for this! I plan to graduate next year so I must study and work hard at everything!

I hope you are ready as well, Emm! Let’s succeed together, shall we?