Beginning of the Holidays

So now I have finished my exams and it's time for me to relax for the next two weeks. I hope I have myself a great time. I just want to really relax and spend it with my friends. That's all for me.

Friend of a Friend

I noticed that Luna added Emmarie on Facebook. This is just all too odd. Why? They never met each other before. I mean sure me and Luna talked once upon a time about adding Emmarie, but I never thought she actually would. Also, I remember Emmarie saying she doesn't just go accepting adds from anyone because she would want to meet and get to know them first. This doesn't make sense. Maybe I'm thinking too hard into this. Maybe i should just let it be. I just hope that this doesn't have anything to do with me. I have to stand by the fact that my friendship with Emmarie has evaporated.

Speaking of, Luna says she has a gift for me. She says it's light and custom. I'm so anxious to find out what it is. It must be real special! I hope she likes what I got her. I know it's not much. I might go out once exams are over and get her something else just to compensate. I'm so bad at Christmas shopping!

Career

I don't think I have much time left at IKEA. Yesterday, I was "suspended with pay" over alleged actions between myself and Sonia. In my head, I was laughing but still got me to thinking that it was time to start job searching again. It sucks that money is a big deal for me due to expenses. If it wasn't, I wouldn't necessarily care. But now I have to look for a job that will give me a good amount of pay for a good amount of hours to compensate. Also, I want a job that fits more into my desired field of work. I don't want to work in retail anymore. I dislike the environment a great deal. This issue between myself and Sonia will most likely be resolved next week, meaning I probably will be terminated then. I must act quickly. I've already begun applying at some banks. I must keep searching.

Goodbye and Welcome Back

So this morning, I finally decided to remove Emmarie from my list of friends. I've been thinking about this for a while. I couldn't sleep last night because the whole situation with her was on my mind. I can't take anymore. I don't think she considers me an actual friend. We'll go our separate ways, just as the vision foretold.

However as this happened, a few hours later, fate brought Luna to me while I was having lunch. She gave me a hug and said she was sorry. She said that she had been thinking about me quite a bit and regretted what happened between us. I felt the same too somewhat. Still, we decided to bury the hatchet and become friends again. Just like that, I had lost a friend and regained one. Funny how this all happens in the span of a few hours.

Hanging out with Luna for the past few hours made me feel like nothing ever happened between us. It's like the past 2 months never happened. It felt...good in a sense. So is this what's going to happen? I will lose friends and gain them back at a later time? I had a brief vision of this possibility but it seems weird.

Two Girls

I did my Sociology midterm today and boy was it ever easy. It was supposed to take two hours to do yet only took my 40 minutes. I sure hope that means I did well.

I also made another friend. I've known her for a bit since she's in the same Sociology tutorial as mine but I only just learnt her name today. Her name's Diana. She seems real nice. I hope she did well on the midterm too. I hope Brittany did as well. Speaking of Brittany, I didn't get to talk to her much since she showed up right before the exam and I finished early. I wanted to wish her a happy holiday and maybe even ask if she wanted to hang out sometime during the winter break.

So that's two girls now: Brittany and Diana. Both are Asian, 3rd year students and I assume they're both the same age. Brittany's taller though. I'd say she's like 5'4" while Diana's about 5'. Both have boyfriends (well, at least I'm going with Brittany's word that she does) so I guess I'm out of luck in both counts. Oh well. Still, it's always nice to make new friends.

Deja Vu

So about a month or so ago, me, Zoran, and Bogdan were chilling near the pool hall having another one of our random discussions. We made a joke about how funny and ridiculous it would be if a job randomly called one of us offering an interview for a job despite not having our resume and us never applying there. It was a good laugh and we concluded that the chances of that were virtually 0%. Well, Zoran got a call from CIBC for an interview at one of their branches. Now, Zoran had never applied to that branch nor do they have his resume. In fact, they didn't even tell him what the position is, but apparently it's something in his field. It struck me as odd. He remembers our joke too and feels deja vu. I mean...what are the odds? How does this happen? How were we able to fully call what was going to happen?

He told me that he's had many visions and deja vu moments this year alone. For instance, he visioned that he was going to break up with Tijana and it happened. So, I'm not alone in this. What could this possibly mean? If we're having these visions occur, what is the overall message? Is something big going to happen soon that's going to involve all of us?

Light and Dark

So I got into a bit of a fight again with Emmarie today. It was still about the money somewhat but just overall about where we stand as friends. After a bit, she told me that "whatever happens happens" and that the friendship doesn't have to end. She was upset at first but she started to understand. I apologized to her for everything and she did the same. Now, we're back on the good terms. It's odd how our friendship works. We can have a heated argument for a good week and then brush it off like it's nothing. It's mostly because of her. She's just so forgiving. I call her an angel because of that, much to her dismay. I love her a lot because of her ability to be so kind no matter what.

I still wonder how our friendship will turn out. It seems she really doesn't want it to end but is understanding if we drift apart. I guess I should accept that possibility as well. We just have totally different views on friendship. I always see her as pure light while myself as the dark. We're opposites when you look at it that way. Both cannot co-exist together for long because of their separate vibes. Even though I am darkness, I can never truly be angry at her. Likewise, no matter how much I upset her, she always forgives me. That's what makes our friendship strong.